Fate is a very powerful concept.

The feeling that something is happening out of Fate is very mystic. Experiencing Fate is like touching the powers that shape our reality.

I must confess I've been so sad about recent happenings. Having your work unacknowledged, worst of all, for reasons totally unrelated to you or your work. Out of old greed, invoking old powers.

Curiously, trying to blame failure upon something that didn't failed, only hoping it will mislead and confuse, is a very bad escape route. It may work and look quite easy. Smart even. But it is totally bound to fail. Fated.

And Fate made it's rules be obeyed and Fate created failure. I may not be faithful on religions. But I do not pretend to believe in them. I know Gods have their tempers and tempers should be feared.

The Great Architect of the Universe, if I can say His title without blasphemy, just made it true that some Rules should be obeyed.

Oh, I'm not Mason, nor want to be. I am free from god bounds. I pay my price but I have no sins. Sins are to be punished, be sure of that. Old Gods never forgive and never forget.
Infected Mushroom once was a proud Israeli trance project.

They made driving, psychedelic, completely overwhelming music. It cranked your mind into a level of deep concentration, it made you suddenly realize there are depths into our minds that few have the knowledge to unlock.

Most people listened to old Infected Mushroom and only skimmed into it's deepness. They listened to it and said, "Hey, that's powerful music". I know better.

Infected Mushroom changed a lot. Their music is still powerfull. It is still deep. It's wonderfully, masterfully layered. But it is not Israeli trance anymore.

I must confess I miss israeli. Real, true to it's origins israeli.

But I must confess too this new Infected (not so new, but a lot more mature into it's newness than before) is also very, very good. I'm listening to it shaking a bit (from the cold, it's damned cold) but with hot ears and heart.

This is wonderfull. Totally impressive.
No limits allowed, cause there's much crowd
Microphone check as I choose my route
I'm playing on the rope,I've got no fear
The sound from my mouth is the rap you hear
No valley too deep, no mountain too high
Reach the top, touch the sky
You try to dis me cause I sell out
I'm making techno and now I am proud

No no limits, we'll reach for the sky
No valley to deep, no mountain to high
No no limits, won't give up the fight
We do what we want and we do it with pride
It's no surprise change means adaptation. We've moved on and now things have changed and we must adapt.

It is not an easy thing for some to adapt. I do try to understand this. I know adaptation is difficult. I get myself unaware I'm resisting change sometimes. But we must adapt.

We're getting closer to completing two months here. Things still are far from good. Things are way better than they ever been, yet there is so much room for improvement.

I'm feeling another Eternal Worry right now. I don't know what future holds these days. But I see renewed strenght and vitality. I hope I can be strong enough, I hope I can understand enough and I hope I can adapt fast enough.

Why things change? I'm not complaining, I'm just asking.