It's been a while since I really felt the need to write. There's no real Eternal Worry troubling my mind at all. I just felt the need to vent out a bit, about some religious fanatics I saw on some blog commentaries elsewhere.

What in the damn universe were such people thinking when they gave up all reasoning and spiritualism and decided to be The Blind Zealots of The Only True Religion That Will Bring Salvation? What deturped idea is that they call Faith? Why do they say "Deus é Fiel" when they should be the faithfull ones (unless that quote states that god has such a good self-steem, I doubt it, that is, if he existedu).

Above all, why they have such idiotic need to disprove, humiliate and disrespect other religions? Where did this people read that is mandatory? Who told them that is proper attitude? Lemme answer that myself. They've never read it anywhere, and nobody told them that is how they should treat others. They're simply trying to justify arrogance and a very flaky ego behind "sacred teachings". In the end, although they boast being religiousness, they're the complete opposite of the true teachings of their religion. If religion was a belief (is it?) I'd call them hypocrites, as they'd be offended of considered a belief, I believe I need to call them... what? sinners? Nah, they've committed no sin, did they?

Dear reader, do me a favor. Ask your inner god for guidance. I bet the universe will be grateful.
Oh music, glorious food to our souls... From time to time I get myself listening to some I find extremely attuned to my feelings.

This one I've listened many, many times, one of my personal favorites. (btw, I couldn't find any good lyric for this track... horrible errors of transcription, so don't mind the errors).

Blink, by Infected Mushroom.

Don't smoke, Don't drink
All I do is think
About the lifelines, hard times
Trying to be kind, such a drama player
Trying to amuse myself

Beats and waves will take my to my grave
And when I go there I know that I won't be alone
Because I've been spotted, blotted
Many, many times before

Eased and pleased, Released from my shiver
I will be flying above, the hated and the loved
And if you see me honey,
You had better blink your eyes

Strange how lines blur into one
Bond with me and have some fun
To blow our mind
This is the way to expand the time

Trouble comes in many forms
I'll show you mine if you show me yours

Walking out of the circle
Step by step I'm learning alone
That I can conquer my demons
Just need to remember my home

There's no need to be frightened
We here already, all dead
But yet on our unending vibration
Danger lurks only in my head

Come break through with me
Such wonders terrify the soul
It's real, no need to question
Knowledge infiltrates the whole

Lightning strikes in the darkest places

Threatened we have to make choices
Lizards try to tell us which one

Strange how lines blur into one
Blend with me and have some fun
Blow our mind
This is the way to expand the time

Trouble comes in many forms
I'll show you mine if you show me yours

Strange how lines blur into one
Blend with me and have some fun
Blow our mind
This is the way to expand the time

Trouble comes in many forms
I'll show you mine if you show me yours

Don't smoke, Don't drink
All I do is think
About the lifelines, hard times
Trying to be kind such a drama player
Trying to amuse myself

Beats and waves will take me to my grave
And when I go there I know that I won't be alone
Because I've been spotted, blotted
Many, many times before

Eased and pleased, released from my shiver
I will be flying above the hated and the loved
And if you see me honey
You had better blink your eyes
As you can see, I'm not as worried as I used to be. To celebrate this fact, here's some power metal lyric to rise yer warrior spirit:

Demons blood and dragon fire, falling on my wings
Racing to the battle in the sky
Ancient gods are calling me I hear them when they sing
Of all the heores who wait for me to die

Beneath the cloak of magic, Ill meet them in the air
I am invisible, I move without a sound
They look but cannot find me, they think that Im not there
With a spell I send them crashing to the ground

Wait for me dragon, well meet in the sky by fire and magic I am sworn
Hell is calling! we cannot be denied fly to the blackness of the storm
We must die to be reborn

I wear a sacred talisman, I make a secret sign
Now welcome me into this wicked wind
On the journey of a shaman a dragon I must ride
The gates of hell are open! let me in!

Rule in hell or serve in heaven choose an altar or throne
All commandments and the laws of man disown
Now eat the fruit of knowledge unto no one ye atone
Into the fire with your soul!

Wait for me dragon, well meet in the sky by fire and magic I am sworn
Hell is calling! we cannot be denied fly to the blackness of the storm
We must die to be reborn

Demons blood and dragon fire, falling on my wings
Racing to the battle in the sky
Ancient gods are calling me I hear them when they sing
Of all the heores who wait for me to die

Beneath the cloak of magic, Ill meet them in the air
I am invisible, I move without a sound
They look but cannot find me, they think that Im not there
With a spell I send them crashing to the ground

Wait for me dragon, well meet in the sky by fire and magic I am sworn
Hell is calling! we cannot be denied fly to the blackness of the storm
We must die to be reborn

---
Manowar - Ride the Dragon
Lyrics are way too fun!


Work It
Make It
Do It
Makes Us

Harder
Better
Faster
Stronger

More Than
power
Our
Never

Ever
After
Work is
Over

Work It
Make It
Do It
Makes Us

Harder
Better
Faster
Stronger

Work It Harder Make It Better
Do It Faster Makes Us stronger
More Than Ever Hour After
Our Work Is Never Over

--
Daft Punk - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

So, if you do follow my blog, you may remember that I was under a (quite futile) doubt. Should I buy a new car or an used one.

I ended up buying a new one. And I must confess, I'm in love with it. Buying a new car is really a nice and pleasant experience. Though you risk becoming too materialistic... Like being worried about someone accidentally hitting your car... or if some damn bird will poo over it.

I also spent a bit more and had one cd/mp3-player installed. Being in the car almost one hour everyday really demands music.

Anyway, it was a very good experience, I'm damn happy about it.

I'm not even worried about having 5 years of bills to pay.. ouch.

Oh, and btw.. that pic I took 2 days after I got the car. My parking lot is really ugly...
Oh btw... I'll be posting some pics here too, as you just saw. Let's say I'm too lazy to start a new blog only for pics :)

O carro que não vai ser meu!

Não gostei!
Choice, the problem is choice.
One of my all-time favorite quotes...

Choice right now has become a decision about where I'll be losing less. And in most capitalistic terms... completely out of my usual realm of decisions. Should I buy a new car or an used one.

If I buy a new car, I'll have a longer debt and I hope, fewer problems... An used car is a bit cheaper, but I can expect more problems..

Either way, I'm losing money, and that's never good. On the long run, I hope I made the right choice.

Ohh too worried to blog btw...
Face it, friends aren't your guardian angels. They're not there to help you no matter what, no matter the consequences or even to be there for you anytime you want.

Though the romantic view of friends is so delusive, friends are people like you. They're subject to their own moods. They've got their problems. They face difficulties. They have priorities they cannot ignore. And never forget, they chose to be your friend. They may choose otherwise, you need only to do something they cannot accept.

Think to yourself now. Why you don't have friends? Is it because you're always doing something contrary to their beliefs? Is it because you didn't listen to their counseling, when what they were doing with the best of their intentions, was giving real advice, deep from their hearts.

Oh, maybe when they were needing you most, be at work or with a personal issue, instead of being compassionate, you chose to simply ignore their feelings and needs and acted like a complete stranger.

I have few people I can call friends. Those are people I respect, those are people that respect me. They know who I am, they know who they are. They're not there anytime I want, they're not my guardian angels, they're my friends.