This is the Sith Code:

"Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.

Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.

The Force shall free me."

And this is the Jedi Code:

"There is no emotion; there is peace.
There is no ignorance; there is knowledge.
There is no passion; there is serenity.
There is no death; there is the Force."

And I tell you. Power is only a tool, the use you give to it shapes your life.

I usually have a queue of many tasks to do. There are so many tasks I don't care anymore if any of them is late, since I know which ones are top priority, or anyway, when I'm near the time the task will expire, I will finish it anyway, sometimes a bit hurried, but finished anyway.

Right now I don't have anything imediate nor urgent, and I can listen to some music just for the sake of it.

Also, there is nobody I know online right now, which is quite unusual. Even my wife is at university right now, so I'm alone at home.

I have some time spare just to myself. Without anything urgent. Even my freelancer jobs are idle. That's weird, and perhaps it is the first time I feel like this in a long time.

It is like tao. When you try to name it. It loses meaning, as defining tao is impossible to define. It is like meditation, that when you perceive you are meditating, you already lost focus.

Delicate moments of peace.

Have you ever found them?
We are 3 days from four months living together.

And I've been fighting all my demons to make the past stay in the past. Everything I've been unable to take care, everything I've left undone. I am finishing now.

It is said that we make happen that which we want most. Maybe it is happening right now. And it is all going as I want.

In four months, how will be the lives of everyone I know?